Hm. Didn't break the rules. Am still holding on to a slimmer and slimmer hope of some sort of indication that I'm not entirely off in my evaluation of the situation.
The mental process leading to this is not entirely as linear as I would like to convey.
Crap.
Showing posts with label rules. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rules. Show all posts
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Rules
I've really tried to not follow the rules lately, to do what I really feel like instead of simply complying to norms.
And here I am, following 'the rules' because I'm guessing that that's what's expected of me. And lo and behold - they are not being 'followed back'. What rubbish. Maybe it's time for me to break them again, just to make a point. If nothing's new by tomorrow I will.
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Did yoga and meditation again this morning, which was good. I'm finding the yoga bit easiest - focusing my mind is extremely difficult. There are SO many things to think about all the time.
And here I am, following 'the rules' because I'm guessing that that's what's expected of me. And lo and behold - they are not being 'followed back'. What rubbish. Maybe it's time for me to break them again, just to make a point. If nothing's new by tomorrow I will.
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Did yoga and meditation again this morning, which was good. I'm finding the yoga bit easiest - focusing my mind is extremely difficult. There are SO many things to think about all the time.
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